Obsessive Lyric


	Virulent Syn \| -Virulent Syn- Obsessive Lyric \| Satanic Script \| Misanthropic Chronicles Obsessive Lyric -Non Existent- Thunder cracks, lightning strikes We bring forth the apocalypse Cataclystic darkness controlling The most evil minds we hold within We are no longer one, but many The wild fires burning like the hate in our eyes We are harbingers of the deicide Cutting the thoats of the weak, The 'gods' whom plague us With sadistic humors and painful games We laugh at all of their weakness What imagination has done for us This day and age of beliefs in the highest There are no 'gods' for us to worship Only money making schemes Schemes that profit from fears of believers We have no cares for the script Instead we murder on mass scales Proof that there is no one there to stop us Proof that thier 'gods' do not exist If they did, wouldst they not stop us? We have found our interest piqued Sins are nothing but ploys Ideas to keep us coming back for forgiveness To keep the pews lined with warm asses And donate their lives away to please absolute nothing Spiritual blindness, can they not see? Open your eyes and allow the truth in We have not been fooled with smooth talk Speech and sermons of merciful 'gods' We know the truth, They never were there. The 'gods' did not create humanity Humanity created 'gods' Now we can see it was the biggest mistake made Why kill in the name of religions When you can do it in your own name Give it up, the 'gods' wont come to save you If anything they will destroy you For your strong beliefs in something that has never been Your minds will destroy you for waiting Waiting for guidance from those that arent there. That dont exist. -Today- I locked myself away today And lost this clouded mind I love you more than anything In you my trust you'll find I stared at my fountain today And watched the water's dance The calling of the frogs inside Embracing like yours a trance When I dreamt of us today I caught a glimpse of paradise The blackest worlds diminish When I gazed inside your eyes I cut myself wide open today Hoping you'd feel the rush I offered a piece of my soul Remembering your dark touch I danced with death today And twisted his mind around For as soon as we're together It will be solace I have found -Away From This Place- I sit gazing at the black My eyes burning with yearning Fragrant darkness I seek An escape from this guiltless pain You, my solace. Where did the time run Mere weeks has turned to months And now I find myself beside the blade Caressing the delicate steel Regretting. I find in thee a perfect place A place I would run to find you Now as I step into the inner world It is empty and cold So cold.... My thoughts have wandered Far far away from me This distance from you is killing me I am shedding tears of blood And bleeding to death. I worship you You tell me you know so well And I dont think you really do This pain is fucking agonizing But I bury it all for you. Deep within the dark confines My black soul reaches out to you Your eyes the source of infinite passion My love burns so deep for you Yet anguish overcomes. I should have driven the knife deep The first time I lost my will to try I should have ended all my pain The first time I found the will to cry My tears are for you. Save me please, from myself I cant take being so far away from you Please, save me or let sadness destroy me Take the blade from my hand Love me...I beg, my Goddess, Take me away from my depression Away from this place. -Sustenance- To kill me. To drive the knife deep You've done it so well, For never to raise a finger. To break me. I know that you want to. The torture is your game. To deny to me this fucking pain. To drown me. I need it more than you. To keep me insane. This broken soul of mine. Fuck me. Why not everyone to like otherwise? Within, far in, Deepest consideration for.. To find me. Hidden in obscurity. The face of intransigence. Kneel to your slave. To possess me. A slave to your whims. You have renounced? I have not. -Escaping- Here I lie in a black shroud Death beckoning me so loud Carve a line into the flesh Bleed out sadness and anguish Slave to depression Victim of oppression I embrace the eyes that draw my obsession I walk amidst, fond of the dark Find damnation deep in my heart Sinking down upon my knees Fate mocking all of my pleas Feelings of asphyxiation Life full of complication I dream a place to lose my concentration I've found my heart to be bleeding Shivering cold, all warmth is fleeting Hold me, love, its slipping away For I can not last another day Void of all clarity Open to insanity Save me from myself and life's profanity The blade is chill against my skin My journey with death now begins Severed are my ties with life No more pain, scorn, or strife Black is silhouetting Wounds now bloodletting Can I escape this world forgetting? Peacefully calm this end has been Mourn not, for 'tis best in the end Love had cut away this string The same was within everything Deep in the grave No longer a slave Walking eternal nightfall, now I am saved. -Slipping Away- Fate has left me once more Lost within this spiral of life I beg of a way To have you stay Like life, the union slowly slips away I can no longer feel myself My heart shatters on words I can not hate Eyes blur with shade Always, eternity is too much to wait I want to drive the razor Deep to my blackest vein What used to be The love between Now scarred too far beyond for thee Im growing so cold inside Sadness an epitomy of pain How warm to lie Closer by your side Asking why not in me you confide My tears are staining me So cold to the touch anymore Shivering deep I die within to sleep Your heart I'd so adore and keep Why does it always happen The same way it did before Promise forever To give me never I fall farther into depression's fever Bleakest insanity has gripped Fingers upon my impurest soul I miss you so My sadness grows In pales too far for you to ever know -Crimson Light- I gaze inside from beyond the door My heart is sinking down to the floor I wonder if you knew That I hate change as much as you Vintage black I will always see Blanketing further over me Everything is rapidly falling within Dragging me down, I want to give in I can not seem to find The reasons that now lie deep inside The sand is thick this far down Silence, a deafening sound The shattered shards in my soul Tell tale of this shadow taking toll I wish I knew this time I cant fight the tears I have cried The shards they pierce my heart Bleeding these wounds apart I beg for you to kiss my black spirit Extinguished flame, I'll always fear it Im deep inside of you Dark closing in through and through I can find the crimson light Its all around me tonight -Murderer's Dance- Twisting and writhing like blood refined In the sinister wounds that prowl mankind We are the undefeated induced force of will Destroying all that prevail and silently spill Insolence spawning nightmares within The taste of insanity begins with an end We traverse this world dealing with souls Dragging weak ones to freezing terror untold Playing games with the strongest minds We include only the unwelcome, Her this time Bending beneath the tattering and decay Where She calls to us.. asking us to play Nightly rites of black fangs and stained flesh Intriguing the demons bound into hell's mesh Presumptious infinity adorning our cloak Like the sponge of death, in crimson will soak Averting her eyes at each second glance She turns to survey our most evil dance We spilled forth our apparitions of the night She begged for us mercy as she ran in fright Torture screamed she died so calm and well By our blade as we banished her as I so tell -Deepest Pleasures- Throw wide the gates, expose the fate Serpentine running soft silken plains Edge of bliss, the insidious kiss Tempting, burying all innocence Let euphoric waters run free I will make you cum for me Twist and writhe beneath the beast Driving length to gorge the feast Beg me now for your release Or suffer from the prolonged tease Kneel before me, precious dark one I know what you want Let the tongue slip between wet lips A sinful caress Worshipping. Drift along the waves, slither the snake Succumb to pleasure, your sinful sweet glaze Sinister tongue, preying deep in the night Juices released through your delight Orgasmic screams in perfect chord Released into me,begging for more Quiver and shatter under dominance Your wet desires stand prominent Kneel and call me your master I harvest from your dark pasture Prey upon thee, I do my dark angel I know what you want I exalt you in the highest, Dark Goddess My lips against yours a kiss Relishing. -I Mourn The Anger In Midnight- I Mourn In dreams I awake to see you there Though to only awake in nightmare Your presence is gone I’m left here alone My shadow, the dying life of me Together I sought we’d always be But the ripping of one’s heart in tragedy Is the beckoning pain between us two I’m left here alone Without your heart to guide me through I was killed though I’m still here My mind is filled with anger Your tears are my love Though you cry no more What was this love for? I mourn to see you again Though I don’t want to see another day Sometimes I think you’re still here My only for me to stay Though I know you’re gone from me forever The moonlight was my savior The music of the night was within me Though I seemed to have blocked it all And my heart still begins to fall From the shadows we used to walk And in tears I must drown For my hopes are all down And the kisses I lament Were tragedies merely spent On the death of our love The Anger My hopes have all let me down For one silly depression I sought I could be happy Though I let myself down This anger fills my veins I shadow the moon for it brings life I only seek death with this blade in my hand My soul is lost and my tears have all dried I’m left here in the scarlet moonrise As I dig deeper to the bone And may I be the only one I know I’m not For this is the evil buried within us all I kiss the blade and cut one time But still I’m here when will I end mine This hate I feel is so unbearable For I break the glass upon my wall I cannot stand to look at myself And here I stand bloodied enthralled In Death’s own arms I wish to fall To stare hate right in the eyes It’s not your fault I will never blame you Dear This hate I’ve held back finally escapes me here I piss the world off with everything I do Fuck you all for I do not care The pain you all put me through in cold wretched stares In Midnight In midnight I awake after days of hate To embrace the cold spells of this wintry night I feel the sorrow breach my soul Never to let me go I cry here to pass the nighttime hours Why has this pain coalesced me? What did I do to embrace this? Was it the tears I held back for years? Or was I asking too much from your helping hand? It all doesn’t matter anymore, I just want it to end I just want it to end right here The judgment of this blade will tell all Will I live or will I fall?